by souldisasterrelief_krupev | May 7, 2025 | Uncategorized
The inner voices are and have always been my problem, internalized beliefs i picked up along the way from exes and my mom. For daring to dream, for living too boldly, for experiencing life outside of the dreams she wanted me to pursue. “You can’t do that.”...
by Amber Cebull | Apr 29, 2025 | Uncategorized
So, what? So what if I don’t need saving? So what if I’m not looking for codependency? So what if the things that i want you to provide don’t include money? So what if I require you to feel your feelings? So what if I’m looking for someone to grow with? So what if i...
by Amber Cebull | Dec 25, 2024 | Uncategorized
Microbiome diversity shouldn’t depend so much on capsules, but food variety. When Dr. Waldo told me I should focus on diversifying my food intake instead of relying on probiotics, I was skeptical. Probiotics are often touted as essential because they introduce...
by Amber Cebull | Aug 31, 2022 | Uncategorized
Mediation didn’t go well. We will go to court now. The internal voice started almost immediately, “Well, you know he’ll make it into your fault. You’re unreasonable. You’re unyielding. You’re never fair.” This state was all too familiar. It was the state I fell...
by Amber Cebull | Nov 1, 2021 | Uncategorized
I stepped into the gym. After 10 minutes of being in my car. I didn’t want to. I trick or treated with the kids, got them into bed an hour late (and they still didn’t wanna wake up), stayed up til 12:30 analyzing my codependency, my narcissistic ex’s strange behavior...
by Amber Cebull | Oct 30, 2021 | Uncategorized
What if the universe, God, whoever you believe in is orchestrating this most epic plot twist divine timing crazy amazing movie and you’re just at the middle still? I am the WORST when i watch shows that are new. I have anxiety, so i sit there and ask questions...
by souldisasterrelief_krupev | Jul 31, 2021 | Uncategorized
I have a friend that inspired me to go vegan that isn’t vegan anymore. And the second i found that out, i said to myself… if this person can shift such a staunch belief, literally anything is possible. “Truly, I’ll never say never EVER again,” i said. I don’t judge...
by souldisasterrelief_krupev | Jan 8, 2021 | Uncategorized
All my life I’ve identified energetic blockages in people. I tell people the things that deep inside them they don’t wanna hear. I did it all my life to this point. It was loud and visceral inside me, this knowing and this gut-led sort of clarity and higher...
by Amber Cebull | Aug 16, 2020 | Uncategorized
I did another Akashic Reading with Ananda last week and she channeled something that was so healing for me… she said: “You spent your entire childhood trying to balance the energies of those around you (read: my mom) just to exist peacefully.” And even now as i...
by Amber Cebull | Aug 12, 2020 | Uncategorized
I am… not entirely the most humble woman in the world. Let’s just say, in some regards, i appreciate myself for every aspect of who i am. I know I’m attractive, intelligent, driven, witty, physically fit… i have a good bit to offer. Some might call it...
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